As I sit here typing on this Independence Day, it takes me to years gone by, spending the evening beneath fireworks with my family. There has never been a moment when I have missed them more. Here in the AOR, we are celebrating with food and camaraderie as we close down this day. But, it's just not the same here. The hospital commander opened the celebration with a few words of thanks and encouragement. As my eyes welled up I couldn't help but think of all those back home supporting me as I am away. I thank you for your words of encouragement, your prayers, your love, and your support. I cannot express my gratitude enough.
As I have been away, I believe I have learned more about myself in 2 months than in the previous 33 years. I now know that my mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual wellness are interdependent. When one of them suffers, they all suffer, with spiritual being the epicenter of them all. I have learned that I need people in my life. I have fooled myself into thinking I was independent. I am not. I have learned that I need to give love as much as I need love given to me. I have learned I am not who I thought I was. I have learned I am weak. I have learned I need help, and that's ok. These 2 months have been as equally difficult as any 2 I have ever lived. I have learned that I need to be a better friend, father, spouse, and son. I have learned.
As you enjoy this day, think of all those who have passed before you in defense of this great nation. All those who have paid the ultimate price. Honor them. Be thankful for the freedoms and privileges you have because they did not come free. Be thankful.
I am grateful on this day for the many blessings I have. There are so many people in my life who love and care about me. Thank you. As difficult as it is to be away from family, I am appreciative of the chance to be here and serve. It is a privilege I will never take for granted. I am eternally thankful for a wife and 3 beautiful children . They are my world. The Lord has blessed me with richer blessings than I am worthy of. Today I am thankful for everything good in my life.
Miss u alot around here man. Thought about you and Chalmers when I first got up. One strong characteristic of being a man is when we acknowledge that we need to change things about ourselves for those who love and care about us. It's not an easy thing to admit. Proud of you man! Ur going to do great! BTW-your yard is a pretty 'yellowish' color. Very fall like. Later bro!
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Thanks, Griff. Will text you about the yard. Maybe we can look at changing the watering time to the morning instead of night. Then you can look and see if it is running like it should. I can call you some evening and we can walk through how to do it.
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